This week, I started my Riiiiiippped in 30 days program and the hard part was the food. Really. Like an addict, I was fiending for food most of the week. One day I was driving my older kid to dance class and the voice in my head was saying, "Go to Krispy Kreme on the way home and get 2 glazed donuts or maybe get some fries or a snack size bowl from KFC or some chips and queso from Qdoba or some bubble tea or at least an iced caramel macchiato from Starbucks. It was pretty bad. I did ok until Friday when I fell off the wagon and went on a TOTAL sweet carb binge. That night, I had a dream that I was going to a meeting at work but there was free food because the guy who comes to sell life insurance was visiting and trying to entice customers with his bagels, apple turnovers, and danishes. I spent so much time filling a PLATTER with food that I was going to take with me to eat during my meeting, that I missed the actual meeting. Anyway, trying not to let all that derail me.
On crappy days this week, I did the Jillian DVD. On nice kid-activity-free days, I ran about 3 miles on Wednesday and did 6.2 miles today running a 12.41 minute mile. Yay!
So I successfully had 2 natural childbirths. To manage the pain during labor, it's important to relax through the contractions as much as possible. At one point during labor, my midwife told me to relax my eyebrows. I didn't even realize it, but I probably had a scrunched up face and furrowed brow. OK, the midwife didn't give me any advice about running, but I've noticed that every now and then, I do the same kind of scrunched up face with furrowed brown when I run. I've been following the advice to relax my face and it's very helpful. The exhaustion face does not make anything easier and in fact, only serves to make me feel more tired and intense - in a not good way. Consciously making an effort to relax the face has helped me feel more relaxed, less tired, and more energetic. It's been an interesting parallel.